Thursday, November 26, 2009


Yeppi!! Finally, the 100 post mark has been successfully achieved! Anyway, just dropping by to wish you all,


Look back at all those thing you have sacrificed over the year. Me? Pretty much, I have sacrifice my money, a lot of them actually(sacrifice point= negative). Sacrifice to leave home to further my study?(sacrifice point= positive). Sacrifice my time(sacrifice point = balance). What else? hmmmm.. sacrifice friendship?(sacrifice point= negative) Looks like I was sacrifice for the bad things. Oh NO! Got to change this alright. No more useless sacrifice :)

Comic Fiesta is coming back and this time, it's at Sunway Pyramid Convention again, just like last time :) happy happy. Honestly I'm not sure whether I'll be attending the event or not, but maybe, just maybe, if my friends happen to have free time. Now I can shop for more kawaii stuff! heheeee :E

Promo video for CF :)) super exicted

That's all for now, again this is the 100 post!!!! Weee~~


A long way to go.

Kidding. How am i to survived the day here alone for the rest of the 4 day? I can but, it is not worth it.

Wah. for the first time since MAS time, i have an excellent internet connection! Although it is not as fast as at home, but still plausible to used. No more internet swearing word comes out, no more banging the laptop screen for no reason at all.
anyway, people started to go away to their beloved home and hometown. It's feel lonely here in V6. Quiet. Something that rarely occurs. haha. I also will be on my way back home soon. So yeah i'm going back too.

Today class was utterly boring. Mainly because there is not much of people around, even the lecturer also felt their lecture today was boring. I know they want to go back too. Temptation :))


Oh, twilight saga : "New Moon" is out already. As expected, teenage girl go on rampage, and weirdly enough, boys too become aggressive. There was one this guy waiting in line for the movie bite another girl neck, maybe he think he is some kind of incarnation of Edward Cullen i don't know, he sure doesn't have the looks that's for sure.[click for the news]
and here something that would turn you girls off.


oh noes. Better luck next time girls, he's not straight. erk :))

I guess that's all for now people. Bye!~~

No EFFFIN' Reason!

It's been awhile since i have this feeling, feeling of down, terrible feeling that i try not to have it again. But then it keeps on coming back. I seriously don't know why. Friends? They have been awesome but then most of them kinda have their own problem now. gf. Wtf? Makes me terrible isolated form em group of people, and even with normal people with no gf, they still after it.

Its not that I'm saying its all wrong to have gf, but WTF? Gosh! You're all single when you enter here(maybe not all of you), and now you are all over the "in relationship status". WTF is that people? And the worst thing is, that kind of thinking has spread to even the person you would not even think having a relationship.

God. I don't know whether I'm exploding because of the past bitter expereince of mine or it's just because of the 'fever'. Stupid fools! Seeing all the facebook status of people i never think of to be in a couple to change surely make me burning. One more thing, what with you people commenting on sarcastic mode over my facebook status? Does having "regretting, still hoping" status is against the law? Oh please!

" Ye mungkin aku bengang sebab aku punye cinta bertepuk sebelah tangen jer, nak cakap apa cakap la tpi aku mmg bengang pasal hal ini. Panggil la aku hipokrit ke , tak guna ke apa, aku x kesa la Bodo! "

and one more thing, dont you ever expect me to tell a single thing about my past love life to you(referring to someone) Its not like I don't want to story it all, but it just you who doesn't care enough to find out.


(angry mode: OFF)

Maybe i'm just a bit too emotional over the whole 'couple' things. Guess what? I'm a human too just like the rest of you people. Go away now. I hate this feeling. Why can't I go back to the time where people studies and have fun at the same time without thinking of the unnecessary stuff? Why?

I think it just me who have to change. Yeah. But I don't want to forget you. NO!

p/s : btw, sorry to people around me if I didn't become the person I normally do. I guess my system is all messed up this time.

do drop on some comments. Need to see you people opinion too.



I've been waiting all day for ya babe

So won't cha come and sit and talk to me

And tell me how we're gonna be together always

Hope you know when it's late at night

I Hold on to my pillow tight

And think of how you promised me forever

(I never thought that anyone)

Could make me feel this way

(Now that you're here boy all I want)

Is just a chance to say


Get Out, (leave) right now,

It's the end of you and me

It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone

'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies

You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)

Tell me why you're looking so confused

When I'm the one who didn't know the truth

How could you ever be so cold

To go behind my back and call my friend

Boy you must have gone and bumped your head

Because you left her number on your phone

(So now after all is said and done)

Maybe I'm the one to blame but

(To think that you could be the one)

Well it didn't work out that way


I wanted you right here with me but I have no choice you've gotta leave

Because my heart is breakin'

With every word I'm sayin'

I gave up everything I had

On something that just wouldn't last

But I refuse to cry

No tears will fall from these


Ooooh, ooooh

Get out

[Chorus X3]

Saturday, November 21, 2009

three three five.

No. It's not a number for 4D or any sort of gambling. Its not a girls phone number either, and it's not a Morse code too. You got it all wrong. Actually, that was approximately how much i've spend over the mid semester break. I seriously have a spending issue, lucky me it's not that bad like the one in the movie, "The Confession of a Shopaholic". That one is on a much higher level of shopping addict.

Let's see...hmmm. Three pair of cloth, a tennis racket, a tennis bag, 2 can of ball and that it.


That alone cost me around 160 ringgit. Wah. Now I can started to see a hole in my wallet. My ATM card in the other hand was broken into half already due to excessive spent. Ayo! pity you two.

Any way, I also bought a 2.1 system speaker( for the third time this year) and a earclip earphone( for the second time in this year :P). Anyway, those speaker and earclip are not really mine, so it does not count into the budget. But if it count that would make my total expenditure, RM 500. WOW. A one month worth of scholarship money!!

Now the money that was going for the end of the year shopping fiesta have to be cut down for this reason. demmit!!!

I've always wanted an Edifier speaker. Even buying it makes me happy :)

Anyway, I'll be going home tomorrow, insyallah. Eh. second home, second home. haishh..Better pack things up now eh??

p/s: Homework is still have a long wayy to go.Huhu

Until then people!~

Friday, November 20, 2009



I admit it's a bit too late but anyway, HAPPY SPM to all SPM'ers!

Ah. It's been a year since I last sit on that rubbish plastic chair with that plastic table, dancing my pen on the examination paper. It was a nostalgic moment, really. But when I think about it again, I can't seems to remember of any action I did on the SPM day.

What I can recall is me and my friends went to Sunway Pyramid to watch Quantum of Solace( i think?) until midnight, messed up with guards and sleep late, and that was on the last day of SPM only. The rest of the days was nothin. One thing for sure I didn't study much and play games, lots of them (yerr right hanif =_=' )


Anyway, I'm on my holiday now, It takes me six day to write a new entry on me blog i don'y know why. Homework? Yes! a mouthful of them but as far as I'm concern, I didn't do any of it, you know me well people.

Oh yeah, I've been eyeing on these chick on Lowyatt Plaza for a while now, I even look after her picture on google image, damn she's hot and not to mention it's affordable and perfect for me. Wait till the end of the year okay honey :)

Oh baby!

I guess that's all for now then, Until then :)

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Down to Earth Programme

Hello again people! It's finally a break, mid semester break in fact. So the story this time is going to be about the so called DTE, or down to earth programme, "jatuh ke tanah" or what ever you prefer. It was held at Rumah anak yatim dan miskin Darul Hikmah, Gopeng, Perak on last Saturday. We all have finished our test by thursday, and most of the foundation students started their holiday right after the test was done. Jealous them, Really! But then, the event was so fun and exciting it make the last two day of loneliness in the campus worth the wait.

The event started just as the sun started to rise. Trust me, this is the first time in a long time that i woke up at 6. Every time before my earliest time was 7 o'clock(Subuh still valid okay.)
We all are required to meet at the V2 cafe, near the dock where the bus is waiting. Take off at 8 o'clock.

Above: Morning dew.

Above: Bus ride.

Huh. There is so much to say but then I don't have the enough time, and energy too, to write up everything here. One thing that I can conclude from this program is that, there will always be people out there that need our love and care. Never left them astray like that. As I try to remember every detail of the event by the help of the photo, this sad feeling came crawling to my heart simultaneously sending a message to my head saying "I heart them".

Let's the photo do the talking. =)

Above: The boy's dorm.

Above: The palace where the study.

Above: Facey and their kids.

Above: One big family we are ;)

Above: Those hungry faces.

Above: "them".

Above: "We heart them!"

All this photo and no photo of me in it. Why?

Above: Obviously, a photographer =)

Goodnight everyone!

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Hey you!

Just now I have realized. How stupid I have been after all this year. Seriously environment does affect how you look at things, and it does affect me. Now I'm really regretting taking that action. It looks utterly stupid. Maybe when everyone started to have 'one', I was also caught in the environment.

Honestly if I would turn back time, I will kill my old me, but we all know that going back to the past is impossible, not without a black hole.( at least what that they physicist think off.) Enough of the boring talk! I'm going to change.

You know what? I have to change my perspective on things. Take it slow. I mean REAL slow. I'm not giving up. Not just yet.


Friday, November 6, 2009

Very first pointer

Well, lately I have been thinking a lot about that particular thing.


Yeah, I got my pointer already. In fact the first one. Guess what did I get? A solid four-flat? I wish! Nope! sadly I just had a so-so 3.29 which is actually good. Well, it's actually disappointing to myself but considering the time I've wasted on those semester, It was quite okayy though. Sorry about the emotional post before, I was how to put lost in balance for a while, and it seems that it's still not going away for now.

But I am sure, time heals all wound. That's what people always talk about, but does it? Hmm...
Anyway, I'll be having my mid-semester break soon. Can't wait for it though, but I probably be a bit late since I have some project namely DTE(down to earth) which I'm am thrilled to attend. It is compulsory though. Well that's all for now.

Until then ya'll!