Thursday, November 26, 2009

No EFFFIN' Reason!

It's been awhile since i have this feeling, feeling of down, terrible feeling that i try not to have it again. But then it keeps on coming back. I seriously don't know why. Friends? They have been awesome but then most of them kinda have their own problem now. gf. Wtf? Makes me terrible isolated form em group of people, and even with normal people with no gf, they still after it.

Its not that I'm saying its all wrong to have gf, but WTF? Gosh! You're all single when you enter here(maybe not all of you), and now you are all over the "in relationship status". WTF is that people? And the worst thing is, that kind of thinking has spread to even the person you would not even think having a relationship.

God. I don't know whether I'm exploding because of the past bitter expereince of mine or it's just because of the 'fever'. Stupid fools! Seeing all the facebook status of people i never think of to be in a couple to change surely make me burning. One more thing, what with you people commenting on sarcastic mode over my facebook status? Does having "regretting, still hoping" status is against the law? Oh please!

" Ye mungkin aku bengang sebab aku punye cinta bertepuk sebelah tangen jer, nak cakap apa cakap la tpi aku mmg bengang pasal hal ini. Panggil la aku hipokrit ke , tak guna ke apa, aku x kesa la Bodo! "

and one more thing, dont you ever expect me to tell a single thing about my past love life to you(referring to someone) Its not like I don't want to story it all, but it just you who doesn't care enough to find out.


(angry mode: OFF)

Maybe i'm just a bit too emotional over the whole 'couple' things. Guess what? I'm a human too just like the rest of you people. Go away now. I hate this feeling. Why can't I go back to the time where people studies and have fun at the same time without thinking of the unnecessary stuff? Why?

I think it just me who have to change. Yeah. But I don't want to forget you. NO!

p/s : btw, sorry to people around me if I didn't become the person I normally do. I guess my system is all messed up this time.

do drop on some comments. Need to see you people opinion too.



I've been waiting all day for ya babe

So won't cha come and sit and talk to me

And tell me how we're gonna be together always

Hope you know when it's late at night

I Hold on to my pillow tight

And think of how you promised me forever

(I never thought that anyone)

Could make me feel this way

(Now that you're here boy all I want)

Is just a chance to say


Get Out, (leave) right now,

It's the end of you and me

It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone

'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies

You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)

Tell me why you're looking so confused

When I'm the one who didn't know the truth

How could you ever be so cold

To go behind my back and call my friend

Boy you must have gone and bumped your head

Because you left her number on your phone

(So now after all is said and done)

Maybe I'm the one to blame but

(To think that you could be the one)

Well it didn't work out that way


I wanted you right here with me but I have no choice you've gotta leave

Because my heart is breakin'

With every word I'm sayin'

I gave up everything I had

On something that just wouldn't last

But I refuse to cry

No tears will fall from these


Ooooh, ooooh

Get out

[Chorus X3]


  1. "Why can't I go back to the time where people studies and have fun at the same time without thinking of the unnecessary stuff?"

    yeah, i miss those times too. now, it's all about freakish gf n bf. even when we're studying, there'll be those kind of conversations being brought up. it's annoying. they are all having a big CULTURE SHOCK.

    i know how you feel man.
    i know, KH.

  2. culture shock. yup that's the word.

  3. mara gak ar.. sebar fitnah x tntu pasal. isk3
    tpi sebab esok raya aku maafkan arr.