Friday, October 23, 2009
Now you just realize it don't you? You. Everything I wrote here until now was meant for you. I know. I am a coward. Yes. I know the fact long time ago. You can hate me for that, for not telling the truth, but just because I don't want to ruin our friendship. But now I have to take this decision, to forget you(not as a friend) but the one whom I have crushed since I was in form 4. I don't blame you for it, seriously you just treat me the way a friend suppose to. It's just me, who is TOO stupid. Bodoh-How can I be soo stupid. Bodo bodo bodo!!! for placing TOOO much of a hope on something... Damn, stupid idiot feeling!
I hope we can still be friend, sharing some of the secrets together, text-ing like usuall, but for now, SORRY, I need some time to fix myself.
p/s: blame me for not telling everything to you directly, I ....I...I am sorry. I am a big LOSER after all. I would understand if you don't want to talk to me after this. I would understand even if it hurts. I'm just tired. Thats all.