Same with our life, it has it's own turning point. Usually the turning point of someone life does humongous impact on his/her life.
Ah~
The story begins.
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There was a man, a teenagers, unmatured in nature but matured in the inside. He's someone who is really shy back when he is still in school, and still the same. No change. One day, he meet this lovely, nice and beautiful young maiden. STOP. This is not The Lady or The Tiger. He fall for her. Her nice smile, her cute giggle, and her nice attitude. The feelings are still the same. Until she went to boarding school, then to College. Nothing has change even though the girl is studying somewhere else far from the man.
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He rarely spoke to the girl. Maybe because every time he call's she does not pick up the phone, probably because she is shy. The man get it. He never call her again, because he know she won't answer and that will bring storm to his white, flowery feeling of love.
He realized that the long-distant relationship, well he not sure whether it can be called as a relationship or not, since well, they are friend. Best friend. People say's the power of love is very strong, and it's make the holder of the power become stupid. Yes. Stupid. People in love is stupid. So he place his bet. Hoping that she will fall for him, soon. Soon after they are graduating. That may be a very stupid bet to make for normal people, but the power of love overcome every negative conclusion that he could think off.
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The man was happy. Although he know the deep inside that it won't last. Stupidly he still contact the girl via phone messages an instant chat program such as Yahoo Messenger. The conversation between the two is funny, sometimes smells a little bit flirty.
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Soon after few month of experiencing new life in college, she started to show her interest on this guy, who is much better than the man. She always talk to people about him, bit of jealousy started to build up, but then it is submerged back by the powerful power of love and trust. The man living his live normally. Jogging at evening around the lake, stop at this lovely spot where the scenery is the best, well for someone who appreciate the green and peaceful scenery. Sat there thinking about her. How was she. Is she sick again?
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Then at one point of the man life, the turning point I would say, the man put a deep though on the relationship. Seeing her writing more and more about the other man, whom the man is jealous for makes the man become more emotionally depressed. Each day. He though of it. Difficult to make a decision due to the so called power-of-love. Love is sure a powerful force. Agreed? No? Never mind.
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One day, he can't withstand it anymore. He stood up, going to crying like a man who just lost his precious items. He try to cry, nothing comes out. He feels more depressed. No one to talk about. He act normally in front of his clique, pretending that there is nothing wrong with him. No one realized. The mission was successful. But deep inside the jealousy started consuming him, the hatred towards himself started to build up.
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He tries to listen to breakup song. It work. But for a short time only. He wanted to tell her that he like her since the 4rd grade in high school, but a pussy he is. He's like a small kitten under a small unused box, scared of the rain that starts to fell, the mighty breezy wind that flow consistently.
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Until now he is still confuse, whether to tell her or not. He hate breaking bond. Perhaps because it require great amount of energy? Not sure. Now with his final exam is coming soon, he still like a dummy not knowing what to do. He is anxious, no resolution could be make, maybe that's why he listen to music, stay up late even though knowing next day is going to be hectic with works and lecture to attend to.
Until Then~
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