If I were a Movie

CAT owns!

ts super hot here in UTP, with temperature up to 1000 degree Celsius based on my mind thermometer. There is no sign it's going to rain this evening. So you sport-freak can probably have your leisure time sweating yourself out. As I was lurking for all of my blogger friends first blog post, i found some interesting post. So I decided to make one for myself. credit to izzatul =)

those impossible IF



- if i STOP making weird post.

- if i stop making FUN of myself.

- if i can take picture using my EYE. lame

- if i can get 1000 ringgit instead of 500 for my scholarship money XD kaya weh. hahahaha

- if BAGGY jeans does not exist. hahaha

- if DSLR can be eaten.

- if my cloth can be wash up and dried up automatically when i put it into my closet. BES BES

- if UTP is at somewhere cold.

- if TAMAN MAJU have Shopping Complex.

- if internet here is super FAST.

- if MAGGI mee is cheaper and more stomach filled.

- if Hannah montana is a BOY? hahaha. merapu XD

- if CALCULUS is like add, minus, multiply and divide.

- if I could be SMARTER than genius.

- if i could DRIFT.

- if i am a PSYCHOLOGIST.

- if everyone LIKE me.

- if my BLOG can type itself without me pushing the keyboard.

- if LIFE is easy.

- if nice cloth is FREE.

- if 4-FLAT is easy to score.

- if LOVE is that easy.

p/s: taking photo for tonight futsal match in conjunction with the Trimester Carnival.
p/s: big game this evening. GO TIGER!



Until then.

If they tell you ninja exist, believe them.

It's holiday again. Wake up super late today, but manage to have my prayer early. It's a hectic week that's why. With assignment here and there, 24 seem not enough(or maybe im not using it well? hohoho) English work paper, English weekly essay, Thinking skills assignment, Islamic Studies test soon, Programming @#%&* project 2 which FINALLY done! and the foundation event where cameraman is my duty :) Sadly this cameraman does not own his own camera. Sad story it is. haha

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Oh. on Friday we went to Ipoh for Ninja Assasin. It was quite nice and when i mean nice it means with a lot of blood splatting around the screen. Thank god it is not a 3D show, it could be a gazzilllion more awsomeee! :)

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My gamelan class this week and so on will be on Saturday(which is good). Now my Sunday could be the real holiday again! Done with the assessment, well just one more instrument to play and i'm done. My marks so far was goooooood with average of 9 i think :)


p/s: Third semester is going to be soon right? Oh noes or Oh Great?
p/s: Finally driving with less 'kegelabahan' :))))

emm.

Chiisana Koi no Uta

One of many in this wide universe
In the great world of this blue earth
This tiny feeling of love will reach
You on the little island
Time have passed since I first met you
The letters with my feelings grow in numbers
Without us realizing, it is already echoing between us
Sometimes intense, sometimes sad
It echoes distantly
This gentle song changes the world

*Look, the person who is important to you
Is right beside you
I just want to reach only you
This echoing love song
Listen, Listen, Listen to this echoing love song

You noticed that even the dark street
We walk on is lit up by the moon every night
Not letting go of the hand I grasped
The feelings are strong, I promise forever
In the depths of forever, I'll surely say
These same words with my feeling unchanged
But it's still not enough and turns into tears
It turns into joy, I can't put into words
Just embracing, just embracing



If it's a dream, don't wake up
If it's a dream, don't wake up
The time I spent with you
Will turn into everlasting stars

Cupcake?

Down. Something I felt after reflecting myself. To be honest, I blame myself for this problem.

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You. I really miss you, really! I don't know how long this feeling going to stay, not seeing her for a long time is okay, but not talking to her? I don't think I have that kind of strength. Not in the near future. To be honest, I do, really like her. But I don't know whether she have same feeling as I am. The way she communicate with me its like, er I don't know, she think that I am annoying? Blame myself for being a coward for not telling her the real truth. Its for the best.

I know, from the physical appearance people can tell that, I am certainly not a person whom is really outgoing, in which means people person. I am definitely shy. A loser to be exact. I know that she is someone who does not want it for now, me either, but to know that my feeling is known to the other half is somewhat a relief, a medicine for the heart. I don't know how much is her feeling to me, maybe I'm just a friend whom, Uh, Never mind, I don't want to elaborate more. Perhaps she will understand.

But for now, I'll be waiting for you. I know to others this is stupid, but No, i'm not going to let it go. Period. Just stick with me on this long journey.





I felt like crying now =)

p/s: REAL sorry if I made you felt bad. Never mean to do so. I just hope you understand. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry
p/s: Vertical Horizon - Best I ever Had.


until then~

People and their problems. Mine?

Uh. Look at the bright side people, problems are created so that it can be solve. Maybe sometimes it require more time and courage than usually it consume. Seriously man, There is a way to solve your problem. Patient. Patient.


Anyway, uh I began to play Tennis. Yah. It's like playing Squash but you have more tendency to make the tennis ball flew into the swimming pool. Hahaha. Anyway, I found that the sport is something enjoying, minus all the ball-picking time.(That where all my stamina went to.)

Above: Notice the seriousness in the eyes. Grr.

Back to the topic again. Hey! People have their own problem okay. Everyone have one. Be it relationship problem, studies and such. Even me myself have my own problem, which I will never tell to anyone except to those who close to me. (Teenage problem. erk.)

Wish me luck for my Thinking skills Quiz tomorrow. Remember, intelligence people does not necessary be a good thinker. Hahaha =)




Until Then ~

Zero

Here hows the story goes.

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One day, there was this teenage boy, whom was invited to a futsal game with all of his old friends from high school. He accept the invitation with joy. Okay. That was too much. Really.

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Then when the day came, he met all of his high school friends. Most of them already attending college and university. They are all have grown up. This guy felt this 'weird' feeling. It seems that the guy does not know his old friends anymore. They have changed a lot. A LOT! He seems disappointed a little bit since they had less conversation with him. If there's any, its just short and simple. Huh. He felt a little bit "Inferior" through the match, not just because he wore something not appropriate to play, but because he felt like he does not playing with his friends anymore. But towards the end of the game, he felt somewhat relief.

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"Wierd huh" he say.


He then continues,


" We all going to change someday. Whether is for good or the another. He doesn't care anymore. So long old friends!"

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Move on from the past people.